In a hurricane hurry!!

I am in a pure funk tonight. I have done my own natural nails since I was 11 yr. old. And yesterday I did my mani 3 times!!!!  NOT ONE THING went right. It all started out in my thoughts. I did my prep.Removal,clean,repaired 2 and so on.

Got my base on, and went to choose my colors..............
Ever had the kind of mental tangent where; nothing looked good,but they all had potential?I mean color combos?
From that 30 minutes on ,there was just NO connection with the image in my head and my nails. Make sense ya'll?

So, I just did, this,that and more of it. At one point I was.........I should have, I could have called it done .O NOOOOOOO;not me.Another 30 minutes and it looked like I had my nails in a blender.hahahahahahaha
OFF it all came.
Then repeat. As they say trial and error,error,  yes error.
And even TEARS! WHAT is going on with me?!!!

It's like going through menopause of nails(follow me?) ANOTHER TRY and 4designs later.......i'm seeeing double,polish to my knuckles and angry. 
One of the things I so loved about me,is my nail grooming and embellishment. For 49 years;now I look like  .....YUK.
I'm going to post and without shame show what i've done lately.And yesterdays  too, sorry.


Don't count  ne out;just count me loooowwwwww. 

FROM SUNNY SOUTH ALABAMA>>>>>>>>